boy ,what`s done is done .can`t believe i lost everything t you .i thought you really loved me ,i thought you really cared for me .i thought finally ,you are willing t give me a chance to be with you .but you dashed all my hopes ,my dreams .you said you will be with me forever ,but tt promise is broken .you said you loved me ,you lied t me .and worst of all ,you did all this just t gain someone`s attention ,just because you think tt she wld bother .and tt she will regret nt accepting you .hey tt is plain naive .she didn`t even give a fucking damn .you think she has feelings for you ,you`re blind .YOU'RE FUCKING BLIND .you insulted me ,you said things are broke my heart .you caused scars tt will nvr fade .

ty bestfriends for being there for me .i knw wht i tried t do was stupid ,bt i can`t help it .i just hate my life .i hate wht he did t me .sry for making you guys worry .especially marc and joy .thnks for being there for me ,comforting me .doing stupid stunts t cheer me up .(:

I ,NICOLE ,WILL GET OVER YOU .BASTARD ,BITCH ,SLUT ,HOMO ASSHOLE .=.=!