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welcome 2 bloodypapercranes.bs ,
i like th way u stare @ my pg ,(x
navi`s on da top ...!
Mar 26, 2008
Hallelujah to th Lamb ,
i`ll be th best you ever had ,
あなたが いなくて 寂しい気持ちになりました。
sigh .youre th reason for th teardrops on my guitar .i wish i cld just get over you -.- oh Lord ,give me th faith ): imissyou iloveyou iwantyou i miss th times when we lay under th stars tgt .where did all those days go ,baby .i wish for everything t go bck t how things were in th past .I WANT YOU BACK )))))): im sick of this life ...sick of emo-ness .its killing me ,im crying out ,but is anyone there for me ?apparently ...none .you said youre so in love ,i wonder if you knw youre all i think abt at night ....
ppl ,life is so boring for nicole .HAIS ): nw i knw why ppl grow fat whn theyre depressed . ♥ ,th kind of flawless i wish i cld be ... 7:28:00 PM
Mar 23, 2008
clique six is back tgt ,
 sugarcane maddddddness ,(x partied after church tday . happy easter ppl !lmao .ytd night conference was great ,cuz we cleared up everything ,as a clique <3 nick and joylynn are back tgt ,angela and barry are still tgt LMAO ,&marc patched up with his gf ,and me ?alone -.- but its ok ,cus i knw i have my lovely friends t back me up !thanks guys&babes (x ♥ ,my life is bck t normal . 6:10:00 PM
oh nick why ,
i knw alot of you wna know wht`s happening between nick & i ,so here it is .... NICOLE: why cant we clear it once & for all ?Nick: What the fuck is wrong with you?! -.- Nick: Do you think by acting emo will get my love back? -.- NICOLE: i cant help it ...but cant you listen t me ?Nick: K I'm listening, tell me wtv you wanna say, then I'm out of here. NICOLE: dun you wna clear things up ?Nick: Stop saying that and start spouting your fucking nonsense! Nick: Argh, it's YOUR fault that she ain't talking to me, it's YOUR fault that I can't even ask her out for dates anymore, it's YOUR fault that I'm losing her, again! NICOLE: im sry ...i didnt mean t ruin things till this extent .
Nick: Guess what? YOU DID. Fucking hell. You know how fucking emo I am?! You know how much tears I shed?! You don't! Cause all you think of is, YOUYOUYOUYOU! And me! Stop thinking about me! IT'S OVER, don't you get it?! NICOLE: but wht does joylynn has that i dun ?i can change !Nick: She's EVERYTHING you're not. Does that answer your qn?! NICOLE: do you hate me tt much ?im sry ...Nick: I don't hate. Just furious. -.- And I know it's my fault for hurting you so much... but you gotta understand that I'm still not in love with you anymore. I'm sorry. Nick: Come to think of it... I guess I was pushing Joy too much. If she's never gonna love me again, I guess I gotta let go... We all gotta let go, eh? NICOLE: yeah ...glad we worked it out .kind of ?(xNick: Heh, can't be lovers, then be friends luh. I'll always love you, as a friend XD NICOLE: me too ....but you got t give me time t get over it .Nick: Sure thing. You got all the time in the world XD & joyyyyyyyyyyyy ,stop saying sry (x barry ,angela ,marc ,nick .lets all call her nw ! 9668 .... 12:31:00 AM
Mar 22, 2008
f-o-r-e-v-e-r ,
life is just th same .th usuals .boring -.- ...... hols was fun luh ,sch was fucked up .sigh .kind of drifted from my friends ,churchmates ,everyone . NO ONE CARES ABOUT NICOLE RIGHT! )': my blog is so dead .i knw luh shutup . && hey you .. i still miss you no matter how much hurt you inflicted on me ,cuz i knw i will nvr ever ever ever forget you .is this love?i will nvr knw .i wna tell you so much things ..but you were nvr there t listen t me .i meant nth t you ): your eyes are always fixed on her ...my bestfriend .hate t break your little bubble but ,she wont fall for ya .im sry .anw ,tday went haircut with joylynn (x angela & barry were at th ulu ulu staircase making out !ok dun make fun le .thnks marcus for walking me home <3 size="1">nick wo ai ni . 11:53:00 PM
Mar 9, 2008
funfunfun ,
tday was fun too (x of course with: JOYLYNN [my sexiest babe ever],nick [joylynn`s bff & my bodyguard],marcus [my handbag],angela [my soulsister], barry [my barber] (((((((x went t joylynn`s hse for breakfast again,LMAO.her maid super funny luh.shant type it out here,our clique`s dirty little secret,hee hee.thn went t her hse dwnstairs,th grass thingy there.played DARE&DARE,or rather, kiss&kiss -.- SUPER FUN LUH.dun wna say wht happened,abit de paiseh t CERTAIN ppl (x uhm. thn went back t joylynn`s hse again,mass dvd watching (x E.T PHONE HOME,LMAO!watched disney channel too.twitches too&wizards of waverly place -.- super cute luh.magic here & there.ordered pizza, JOYLYNN&NICK ARE TH CULPITS FOR SPILLING THE WHOLE BOTTLE OF ROOT BEER ON THE SOFA (x oops,th secret is out, hee hee.thn marcus was like on th line with his future gf,LMAO.ltr she read my blog kill me luh -.- anw ...went home at arnd 9+ pm (x since i live near her,her dad sent me&marcus home!barry&angela confirm go somewhere & make out one luh,SHHHHH. thn nick staying over at joylynn`s hse (x & they call it th, bestfriends sleepover -.- DAMN FUNNY LUH.inside joke,nvm (x ok,nw on conf with angela&barry&marcus.joylynn&nick having sex luh!JKJK LMAO.they having some private time,uhm (x ok marcus just asked me t shutup -.- FINE LUH. nw nicole no mood t blog alr,BLAME MARCUS (x &barry`s horrible singing!stop reciting mary had a little lamb -.- ♥ , pedicure tmr HEE HEE! 10:17:00 PM
Mar 8, 2008
dead blog ,
OKOKOK -.- post now luh.happy barry?LMAO. life was ok ....nth happened much.went out with my usual friends ...blahblahblah sian.haha,so boring t update!)x tday was ultra fun though (x in th mornin,went t joylynn`s [i shant call her joy anymre cuz stupid ppl think im referring t her -.-] hse for breakfast. PRATAS LMAO.thn went vivo t slack,shop&dirty th water.so fun luh.thn play until 6+ pm,nick&joylynn went westmall.t meet joylynn`s mum t have swensens with their other friends.so marc,barry & i went t angmokio t sleep at th playgroud -.- ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,i bought a new RED stockings!!!! (x so happy luh,& i also bought new RED heels t match my clothes! yay! LMAO! haha! march holidays are gna be so slack luhhhh,going out EVERY SINGLE DAY heehee.must charge my handphone&camera daily alr (x ILHOLS! ♥ , good luck with being BFFs with her,i mean it (x i am so over you , 9:30:00 PM
Mar 2, 2008
my everything ,
"its worth waiting for th right guy t come by"maybe,just maybe.anw,life hasnt been so good t me at all.church tday was ...depressing?-.- joy FINALLY came,lmao.she is th sexist bestfriend i have!(x marc,nick,angela,barry,joy&i went town t celebrate joy`s return LMAO -.- thn nick&joy left first ...(i also dunno why),left with barry,marc,angela&i.we walked here walked there,ate at subway,fucking gross luh -.- SUBWAY IS NT GOOD FOR HEALTH.they claimed tt you cn lose weight by eating their product,bt face it dudes, YOU CANT LOSE WEIGHT BY EATING! )x sad life,lmao. just came back luh,cabbed home with marc.emoed at th playground -.- thnks marc for being there!(x thn went home,marc messaged me and said he saw nick&joy hailing a cab...hais. ok,i think i go emo again -.- bye readers. maybe i am just a bitch,waiting for th impossible.sometimes i wonder why,of all guys why must i fall in love with you,when youre just a plain jerk -.- like joy said,maybe one day,all th girls will just snap out of their fucking fantasies & realise we dun need guys t survive (x♥ ,sch tmr. 7:33:00 PM
Mar 26, 2008
Hallelujah to th Lamb ,
i`ll be th best you ever had ,
あなたが いなくて 寂しい気持ちになりました。
sigh .youre th reason for th teardrops on my guitar .i wish i cld just get over you -.- oh Lord ,give me th faith ): imissyou iloveyou iwantyou i miss th times when we lay under th stars tgt .where did all those days go ,baby .i wish for everything t go bck t how things were in th past .I WANT YOU BACK )))))): im sick of this life ...sick of emo-ness .its killing me ,im crying out ,but is anyone there for me ?apparently ...none .you said youre so in love ,i wonder if you knw youre all i think abt at night ....
ppl ,life is so boring for nicole .HAIS ): nw i knw why ppl grow fat whn theyre depressed . ♥ ,th kind of flawless i wish i cld be ...
Mar 23, 2008
clique six is back tgt , sugarcane maddddddness ,(x partied after church tday . happy easter ppl !lmao .ytd night conference was great ,cuz we cleared up everything ,as a clique <3 nick and joylynn are back tgt ,angela and barry are still tgt LMAO ,&marc patched up with his gf ,and me ?alone -.- but its ok ,cus i knw i have my lovely friends t back me up !thanks guys&babes (x ♥ ,my life is bck t normal .
oh nick why , i knw alot of you wna know wht`s happening between nick & i ,so here it is .... NICOLE: why cant we clear it once & for all ?Nick: What the fuck is wrong with you?! -.- Nick: Do you think by acting emo will get my love back? -.- NICOLE: i cant help it ...but cant you listen t me ?Nick: K I'm listening, tell me wtv you wanna say, then I'm out of here. NICOLE: dun you wna clear things up ?Nick: Stop saying that and start spouting your fucking nonsense! Nick: Argh, it's YOUR fault that she ain't talking to me, it's YOUR fault that I can't even ask her out for dates anymore, it's YOUR fault that I'm losing her, again! NICOLE: im sry ...i didnt mean t ruin things till this extent .
Nick: Guess what? YOU DID. Fucking hell. You know how fucking emo I am?! You know how much tears I shed?! You don't! Cause all you think of is, YOUYOUYOUYOU! And me! Stop thinking about me! IT'S OVER, don't you get it?! NICOLE: but wht does joylynn has that i dun ?i can change !Nick: She's EVERYTHING you're not. Does that answer your qn?! NICOLE: do you hate me tt much ?im sry ...Nick: I don't hate. Just furious. -.- And I know it's my fault for hurting you so much... but you gotta understand that I'm still not in love with you anymore. I'm sorry. Nick: Come to think of it... I guess I was pushing Joy too much. If she's never gonna love me again, I guess I gotta let go... We all gotta let go, eh? NICOLE: yeah ...glad we worked it out .kind of ?(xNick: Heh, can't be lovers, then be friends luh. I'll always love you, as a friend XD NICOLE: me too ....but you got t give me time t get over it .Nick: Sure thing. You got all the time in the world XD & joyyyyyyyyyyyy ,stop saying sry (x barry ,angela ,marc ,nick .lets all call her nw ! 9668 ....
Mar 22, 2008
f-o-r-e-v-e-r , life is just th same .th usuals .boring -.- ...... hols was fun luh ,sch was fucked up .sigh .kind of drifted from my friends ,churchmates ,everyone . NO ONE CARES ABOUT NICOLE RIGHT! )': my blog is so dead .i knw luh shutup . && hey you .. i still miss you no matter how much hurt you inflicted on me ,cuz i knw i will nvr ever ever ever forget you .is this love?i will nvr knw .i wna tell you so much things ..but you were nvr there t listen t me .i meant nth t you ): your eyes are always fixed on her ...my bestfriend .hate t break your little bubble but ,she wont fall for ya .im sry .anw ,tday went haircut with joylynn (x angela & barry were at th ulu ulu staircase making out !ok dun make fun le .thnks marcus for walking me home <3 size="1">nick wo ai ni .
Mar 9, 2008
funfunfun , tday was fun too (x of course with: JOYLYNN [my sexiest babe ever],nick [joylynn`s bff & my bodyguard],marcus [my handbag],angela [my soulsister], barry [my barber] (((((((x went t joylynn`s hse for breakfast again,LMAO.her maid super funny luh.shant type it out here,our clique`s dirty little secret,hee hee.thn went t her hse dwnstairs,th grass thingy there.played DARE&DARE,or rather, kiss&kiss -.- SUPER FUN LUH.dun wna say wht happened,abit de paiseh t CERTAIN ppl (x uhm. thn went back t joylynn`s hse again,mass dvd watching (x E.T PHONE HOME,LMAO!watched disney channel too.twitches too&wizards of waverly place -.- super cute luh.magic here & there.ordered pizza, JOYLYNN&NICK ARE TH CULPITS FOR SPILLING THE WHOLE BOTTLE OF ROOT BEER ON THE SOFA (x oops,th secret is out, hee hee.thn marcus was like on th line with his future gf,LMAO.ltr she read my blog kill me luh -.- anw ...went home at arnd 9+ pm (x since i live near her,her dad sent me&marcus home!barry&angela confirm go somewhere & make out one luh,SHHHHH. thn nick staying over at joylynn`s hse (x & they call it th, bestfriends sleepover -.- DAMN FUNNY LUH.inside joke,nvm (x ok,nw on conf with angela&barry&marcus.joylynn&nick having sex luh!JKJK LMAO.they having some private time,uhm (x ok marcus just asked me t shutup -.- FINE LUH. nw nicole no mood t blog alr,BLAME MARCUS (x &barry`s horrible singing!stop reciting mary had a little lamb -.- ♥ , pedicure tmr HEE HEE!
Mar 8, 2008
dead blog , OKOKOK -.- post now luh.happy barry?LMAO. life was ok ....nth happened much.went out with my usual friends ...blahblahblah sian.haha,so boring t update!)x tday was ultra fun though (x in th mornin,went t joylynn`s [i shant call her joy anymre cuz stupid ppl think im referring t her -.-] hse for breakfast. PRATAS LMAO.thn went vivo t slack,shop&dirty th water.so fun luh.thn play until 6+ pm,nick&joylynn went westmall.t meet joylynn`s mum t have swensens with their other friends.so marc,barry & i went t angmokio t sleep at th playgroud -.- ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,i bought a new RED stockings!!!! (x so happy luh,& i also bought new RED heels t match my clothes! yay! LMAO! haha! march holidays are gna be so slack luhhhh,going out EVERY SINGLE DAY heehee.must charge my handphone&camera daily alr (x ILHOLS! ♥ , good luck with being BFFs with her,i mean it (x i am so over you ,
Mar 2, 2008
my everything , "its worth waiting for th right guy t come by"maybe,just maybe.anw,life hasnt been so good t me at all.church tday was ...depressing?-.- joy FINALLY came,lmao.she is th sexist bestfriend i have!(x marc,nick,angela,barry,joy&i went town t celebrate joy`s return LMAO -.- thn nick&joy left first ...(i also dunno why),left with barry,marc,angela&i.we walked here walked there,ate at subway,fucking gross luh -.- SUBWAY IS NT GOOD FOR HEALTH.they claimed tt you cn lose weight by eating their product,bt face it dudes, YOU CANT LOSE WEIGHT BY EATING! )x sad life,lmao. just came back luh,cabbed home with marc.emoed at th playground -.- thnks marc for being there!(x thn went home,marc messaged me and said he saw nick&joy hailing a cab...hais. ok,i think i go emo again -.- bye readers. maybe i am just a bitch,waiting for th impossible.sometimes i wonder why,of all guys why must i fall in love with you,when youre just a plain jerk -.- like joy said,maybe one day,all th girls will just snap out of their fucking fantasies & realise we dun need guys t survive (x♥ ,sch tmr.
reach my prismic soul .
wo shi NICOLE ,<3
email`s private ,bitches .i hearts red .clique spells a.w.e.s.o.m.e & goth`s my thang .latte is my fav but t hell w creepy crawlies .oh ,plus if i dun like u ,tht`s jus 2 bad .
unconditional desires .
nicole wishes t fly like th wind ,(x
th endless connections .
nickypoooo
joyyyyy
i only link ppl whom blogs i read .
mix da words up .
behold,
im th goth girl heaven sent (x
u have my thx .
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