bloodypapercranes ,

overloaded ,

2009-01-21T14:47:00.006+08:00

JOYLYNN IS (*) says:
when life gives you lemons, make orange juice & watch the world try to figure out how you did that HAHAHAHA
nicole ,&ohmuaf* says:
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

scarlet ,baby .

haji lane ,

polka dot dot dots ,

nick`s .

reach 4 th sky !

♥ th bag ,

..........................

if u look closer ,u can actually see nick`s dslr in my pupil ,x)

flight t korea ,-> joy`s letter !

esplanade ,

flyer ,in pink {ahem joy}

dollar dollar !

loyal s`poreans ,

outdated pics .nicole loves her DSLR D90 x)

nicole`s alive !............ kinda ,

2009-01-08T22:10:00.000+08:00

do you even acknowledge my existance ?or do you just fuck care ....
u knw wht .enuff is enuff ,& i dun even wna bother abt such trival matters anymre .

credits t killthejoy@xanga:

what's the best way to resolve a long-term conflict?

"You can’t solve shit if you don’t talk about it. Whatever the problem is just remember ONE THING:
If you can’t forgive & forget, then get away and not talk to that person anymore . . . Because you can’t forgive or forget. Why still hang on to something and make yourself or others miserable with a problem for?!"

i dun knw wht th FUCK is wrong w th blogskin ,so quit askin me .im givin blogging a rest .so i`ll be on hiatus .

bye bitches .will be bck soon .............wtv .

EDIT @ 8:17pm:
omg ,i thnk God 4 joy ! (x this babe helped fix mua blogskin .a 1,000 luvs frm cole ,♥♥♥♥♥♥

lemme knw th truth ,

2008-12-03T15:21:00.002+08:00

nicole needs a manicure & pedicure and all the cures ! been goin out every single day ,many peektures unedited ,gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs .

i like screamin my lungs out in orchard lmao ,(x

my heart bleeds for you nigga ,

2008-11-21T19:53:00.001+08:00

& th typical goth ,(x

we said let go but i kept on hanging on ,
inside i know its over ,
youre really gone its killing me ,
cause there aint nothing that i can do ,
baby ,i stay in love w you ...T_________________T

♥ ,see th losers & up in shackles of motherfuckin chain ,

dun wna hear your worthless excuse ,

2008-11-14T15:20:00.004+08:00

so what if i still like him & would do anything to get him back ,doesnt change the fact that hes done with me .they tell me ,forget about him .but lets see you try & forget your whole world .can you not see how much you hurt me ?i gave you my heart & you threw it on the floor, spit & stomped on it .but you know what ,i always will come back for more .no matter what you say or do to me .you will always be my first love ,i will never forget you.

retarded ♥-to-♥ talk w marc & joy last night ,

joys protected post reflects EXACTLY how im feeling right now ...)=

sick & tired of this silly game ,

2008-10-09T16:13:00.004+08:00

i dun knw how & why blogger distorted th chat -.- anw ,thnk u all for being there for me ..joy ,angela ,junnie ,barry ,marc .(x

shit feelings ,

2008-10-07T01:23:00.005+08:00

j: "i feel like shitz. i am shitz. a piece of downright stinky shitz. shitz shitz shitzzzzzzzzzz."
YOU: "It's okay Love, I'll be your shit buddy :)"

but things are different when I rant ...
nicole: "sigh ,life is such a bitch .i wna emo !"
YOU:"Lmao k........"

): you broke my heart once .twice .thrice .
babyboy ,havent you had ~~enough~~ ?

painful ,

2008-08-16T22:50:00.002+08:00

tday ,joy cried t me like crazy .& i actually cried w her ,cuz i felt her pain ,& i knw how she was feeling & all ...srsly ,all guys are JERKS ! _|_ fking fools ,who only knw how t hurt girls & flirt .when you want her ,you act nice & all ,& when you have her ...YOU JUST TAKE HER FOR GRANTED .

bastards ,all of you .

bad ass rock 'n' roll ,

2008-08-02T18:22:00.004+08:00

i dun see why you got t cling on t her so intensively ,srsly .so wht if you both lost our 1st kiss t each other ?it doesnt matter ,babyboy .she obviously is over you .

{EDIT}
happy august ppl .counting dwn t 'O's is a vry vry scary thing .joy & i did it tday .we nearly fainted & died .lmao .
{/EDIT}

CHEER UP JOY I ♥ YOU ,

its like im walking on broken glass ,

2008-07-24T19:14:00.001+08:00

one word t describe my life ,tranquil .anw im blogging cuz nick says so .cross reference frm source msn ,i can conclude tht ...blabberblabberblabber ,-.- tday i woke up at 4am t watch tv & went online t edit my zillion peektures ,still lazy t upload .i feel so .....sianed .

RIP. heath ledger .th dark knight was an awesome show luhhhhhh .&joker was so funny ,)': marc kept kickin th stupid popcorn bucket ,lmao .angela was laughing like crazy ,dun ask me why ...k ,i think this blog post is long enough .right nick ?screw your boxers luh .

btw ,joy shwed me this peekture & i think its cute ,(x

♥ where is th love ,

check yes juliet ,

2008-07-17T20:52:00.001+08:00

t joylynn tan & nickypoo ,
thanks for being there for me 24/7 ,pms moodswings stressed fucked up attitude ,you two still stood by me ,just wna let you knw ,YOU GUYS ARE LOVED !x) always & forever ,my bffs .♥

click on my babies :1 ,2

check yes juliet ,bitches .

wdv wdv wdv ,

2008-07-13T20:00:00.000+08:00

WHAT-EVER-EVER-VER-ER-R ;
im so pissed w tht idiot .silly willy baby ,t hell w you & yr copycat bobby haircut . =\ you .l0ok .so .fucking .stupid .SCRW YOU .

sigh ,church tday was kinda sian .th gang ponned ,LEFT ME THERE .)x anw ,service was gd .taught me t forgive & forget .k just ignore wht i said above ,:3 we shldnt bear gudges ,we shld always give ppl a second chance .hate ,is our enemy .passionate emotion ?bullsht . btw ,nick i pwn you cuz i didnt damage yr ~~stupid~~ cam .HAH .in yr face ,boy .(:

♥ ,dress this city in flames .

bored t death ,

2008-07-06T21:33:00.005+08:00

tmr is youth day ! yay, haha ,(x time t celebrate w th 11 sexy friends of mine ,loves .oh well ,i`m just bored (refer t title above) ,i shall upload overdue peektures (x

joyyyyyylynn tan hooi chien ,my baby, (x

shtty nicole .

cock face nicole -.-

joy joy joy joy joyyyyyy !

lmao ,guess who .

we look like twins luh -.-

dun ask me why i did tt .

♥ ,i miss you ,so ever badly .

c'mon ,outshine me ,

2008-06-29T15:07:00.003+08:00

blogging isnt exactly th first thing i wld do if im pissed ,sad or even bored .maybe its time for a change ,maybe its time t let go of all th unhappy memories .nicole apologises if i have ever ever ,insulted you in my blog entries ,& i`m sorry if i have neglected you guys .my life is a total ~~screwed up~~ nw ,my mind is in a mess .

guess i`ll have t wait till kingdom come for my perfect princess ending luh .loner .tht`s who i am & wht i will always be .loser .stuck w me for life & eternity .sry boy for those harsh words ,i didnt mean t hurt you .just tht everything is ~~bottled up~~ inside ,it hurts so badly .you said we arent meant t be ,thn tell me ,why am i still holding on so tightly ?i believe tht there`s a reason for everything ,i believe tht everyone deserves a happy ending .&i believe if we are a couple made in heaven ,fate will bring us tgt again .

♥ ,tears blood lies ,endless baby .

love lost forever ,

2008-06-22T13:18:00.003+08:00

meant t be ,or not meant t be ?
that is a question ive been frequently asking myself every night before i slip into my fantasy world ,together w all my worries & insane thoughts .i dunno why life seems so meaningless to me now ,maybe its due t th fact tt everyone is drifting away from me ,or maybe im just too sensitive & attentn seeking .

goddamnit ,i feel like a ~~bitch~~ .
k now i sound like joy -.- moving t xanga soon ,everyone`s moving .

♥ ,nonsense .bullshit .love ,

hols are hell ,

2008-05-26T21:49:00.006+08:00

stupid hols are so ~~fckin~~ boring .nth t do ,I WILL MISS JOY SO MUCH ! )x girl ,where are you when i needed you th most ...hais .dun feel like blogging anymore ,but i think im gna make a xanga acc soon .k i knw i keep saying tt but nvr do it .wna read joy`s posts & my B`s .i think i officially quit blogging luh -.-

{edit}just read joy`s private post .LMAO SUPER FUNNY LUH .& sad too .dun worry ,everything is gna be alright for you ,my dear girl .i will pray for you ,ily so deeply (x {/edit}

♥ ,th sweet sweet feeling of hate .

teenage distortn ,

2008-05-19T12:07:00.002+08:00

nicole is bored t death .nicole is dying .nicole wants t go t bed .
its vesak day & im stuck at home -.- pathetic ,geez .meeting my babies for dinner ltr ,but i got no dates in th afternoon .sigh .time t switch on th tv & rot there till 6 )x nicole is 3/4 rotted alr .im talking t bryan online but apparently hes gna dump me for his stupid maple -.- who plays maple nowadays ?tsk .i knw my blog is dead ,im super lazy t update luh .& i have loads of pics t upload ,i dun have th mood now ): retail therapy w my darl angela tmr .gna pon sch hee hee .ok i guess its time t watch powerpuff girls now ,LIFE IS SO BORING ARGH FUCK COUPLES .lmao i feel better .shld i make xanga ?everyones moving there & i wna read joy`s private posts ....

♥ ,when th going gets tough .

for you my boy ,

2008-04-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

im sry baby boy ,things have gone too far .f you .things are much better w/o you ,& srly ,think before you fucking leap .i hate you ,we hate you ,they hate you ,he hates you ,she hates you ,the world hates you (x

sry ppl ,nicole no mood t blog about her life .& i think im gna dump blogger -.- maybe move back t xanga cuz stupid people are moving t xanga WITHOUT me ): ps {~~i hate you nick~~} LMAO (x

girlfriends ly ,

2008-04-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

sry angela .didnt knw youre in love with nick .lets stop all this fighting k ,cuz no boy is gna tear us apart (x sigh .life sucks recently ,with all th pressure and all ..nicole is collapsing real badly .&cheer up joy ,dont cry over such a bitch luh .if she wants t let th friendship go ,thn let her be (x why waste your tears just cuz of her ?! wo ai ni (x nick & marc argued again ,nw our clique is like sht -.-

shall post again when i feel like it .feel like moving t xanga again cuz joy says she wants t give it a try .see first bah (x

♥ ,i miss you ,dear friend .

summer love ,

2008-04-12T20:01:00.002+08:00

tht day out with nick : 187 PICTURES ! O.O i cant post all of them here ,angela will kill me cuz her com will crash again ,LMAO .ytd went ECP with nick ,slept over there (x so fun luh .didnt camwhore though ,busy eating macs !hee hee .here are some peektures,all frm nicks camera ,& im in love with black and white now ,so ...

so chio right .

my bob is getting longer ,lmao (x

i love joys hair .hee .

ok thts all .i think im moving t lj cuz blogger sucks big time luh .
♥ ,oh baby baby .

ballet flats ,

2008-04-06T22:38:00.001+08:00

▌JOYLYNN· says:
SERIOUSLY, I THINK ALL GUYS ARE FREAKING RANDOM
▌JOYLYNN· says:
ARGH, YOU KNOW HOW FREAKING CUTE AND ANNOYING IS THAT?! ]:

lmao ,bestfriend just made my day once again .she & her stupid nonsense .I LIKE !(x anw ,tday was great with nick .had fun screaming like mad asses in sentosaaaaa .heehee .camwhored abit but its in nick`s cam .his cam so cool luh ,I LIKE !(x so sian .sch tmr & my hmwrk aint done yet .i shall pester nick for my peektures before returning t my sexy bed .

♥ ,and i loveee my ballet flats .

new skin ,

2008-04-02T19:10:00.000+08:00

nicole is a happy girl with a new happy blogskin ,(x i knw it isnt red & black ,bt who cares ?.LMAO -.- cuz someone told me t keep th goth t myself & shw some ~~happy~~ stuff on my blog so yeah .... hee hee .anw .life has been great with my bestfriends constantly reminding me wht t think abt and wht NOT t think abt .thnks ppl ,NICOLE LUBBZ EU (x

&joy was so sweet t me ,she shwed me this video t cheer me up .thnks girl ,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCIp7eo4MvY (x

♥ ,cant live without you ?i think i can .

Hallelujah to th Lamb ,

2008-03-26T19:28:00.001+08:00

i`ll be th best you ever had ,

あなたがいなくて寂しい気持ちになりました。

sigh .youre th reason for th teardrops on my ~~guitar~~ .i wish i cld just get over you -.- oh Lord ,give me th faith ): imissyou iloveyou iwantyou i miss th times when we lay under th stars tgt .where did all those days go ,baby .i wish for everything t go bck t how things were in th past .I WANT YOU BACK )))))): im sick of this life ...sick of emo-ness .its killing me ,im crying out ,but is anyone there for me ?apparently ...none .you said youre so in love ,i wonder if you knw youre all i think abt at night ....

ppl ,life is so boring for nicole .HAIS ): nw i knw why ppl grow fat whn theyre depressed .

♥ ,th kind of flawless i wish i cld be ...

clique six is back tgt ,

2008-03-23T18:10:00.000+08:00

sugarcane maddddddness ,(x

partied after church tday .happy easter ppl !
lmao .ytd night conference was great ,cuz we cleared up everything ,as a clique <3 nick and joylynn are back tgt ,angela and barry are still tgt LMAO ,&marc patched up with his gf ,and me ?alone -.- but its ok ,cus i knw i have my lovely friends t back me up !thanks guys&babes (x

♥ ,my life is bck t normal .

oh nick why ,

2008-03-23T00:31:00.001+08:00

i knw alot of you wna know wht`s happening between nick & i ,so here it is ....

NICOLE: why cant we clear it once & for all ?
Nick: What the fuck is wrong with you?! -.-
Nick: Do you think by acting emo will get my love back? -.-
NICOLE: i cant help it ...but cant you listen t me ?
Nick: K I'm listening, tell me wtv you wanna say, then I'm out of here.
NICOLE: dun you wna clear things up ?
Nick: Stop saying that and start spouting your fucking nonsense!
Nick: Argh, it's YOUR fault that she ain't talking to me, it's YOUR fault that I can't even ask her out for dates anymore, it's YOUR fault that I'm losing her, again!
NICOLE: im sry ...i didnt mean t ruin things till this extent .
Nick: Guess what? YOU DID. Fucking hell. You know how fucking emo I am?! You know how much tears I shed?! You don't! Cause all you think of is, YOUYOUYOUYOU! And me! Stop thinking about me! IT'S OVER, don't you get it?!
NICOLE: but wht does joylynn has that i dun ?i can change !
Nick: She's EVERYTHING you're not. Does that answer your qn?!
NICOLE: do you hate me tt much ?im sry ...
Nick: I don't hate. Just furious. -.- And I know it's my fault for hurting you so much... but you gotta understand that I'm still not in love with you anymore. I'm sorry.
Nick: Come to think of it... I guess I was pushing Joy too much. If she's never gonna love me again, I guess I gotta let go... We all gotta let go, eh?
NICOLE: yeah ...glad we worked it out .kind of ?(x
Nick: Heh, can't be lovers, then be friends luh. I'll always love you, as a friend XD
NICOLE: me too ....but you got t give me time t get over it .
Nick: Sure thing. You got all the time in the world XD

&joyyyyyyyyyyyy ,stop saying sry (x barry ,angela ,marc ,nick .lets all call her nw ! 9668 ....

f-o-r-e-v-e-r ,

2008-03-22T23:53:00.002+08:00

life is just th same .th usuals .boring -.- ......
hols was fun luh ,sch was fucked up .sigh .kind of drifted from my friends ,churchmates ,everyone .NO ONE CARES ABOUT NICOLE RIGHT! )': my blog is so dead .i knw luh shutup .

&& hey you ..
i still miss you no matter how much hurt you inflicted on me ,cuz i knw i will nvr ever ever ever forget you .is this love?i will nvr knw .i wna tell you so much things ..but you were nvr there t listen t me .i meant nth t you ): your eyes are always fixed on her ...my bestfriend .hate t break your little bubble but ,she wont fall for ya .im sry .

anw ,tday went haircut with joylynn (x angela & barry were at th ulu ulu staircase ~~making out~~ !ok dun make fun le .thnks marcus for walking me home <3 size="1">nick wo ai ni .

funfunfun ,

2008-03-09T22:17:00.001+08:00

tday was fun too (x of course with: JOYLYNN [my sexiest babe ever],nick [joylynn`s bff & my bodyguard],marcus [my handbag],angela [my soulsister], barry [my barber] (((((((x

went t joylynn`s hse for breakfast again,LMAO.her maid super funny luh.shant type it out here,our clique`s dirty little secret,hee hee.thn went t her hse dwnstairs,th grass thingy there.played DARE&DARE,or rather, kiss&kiss -.- SUPER FUN LUH.dun wna say wht happened,abit de paiseh t CERTAIN ppl (x uhm.

thn went back t joylynn`s hse again,mass dvd watching (x E.T PHONE HOME,LMAO!watched disney channel too.twitches too&wizards of waverly place -.- super cute luh.magic here & there.ordered pizza,JOYLYNN&NICK ARE TH CULPITS FOR SPILLING THE WHOLE BOTTLE OF ROOT BEER ON THE SOFA (x oops,th secret is out, hee hee.thn marcus was like on th line with his future gf,LMAO.ltr she read my blog ~~kill me~~ luh -.-

anw ...went home at arnd 9+ pm (x since i live near her,her dad sent me&marcus home!barry&angela confirm go somewhere & make out one luh,SHHHHH. thn nick staying over at joylynn`s hse (x & they call it th, bestfriends sleepover -.- DAMN FUNNY LUH.inside joke,nvm (x

ok,nw on conf with angela&barry&marcus.joylynn&nick having sex luh!JKJK LMAO.they having some private time,uhm (x ok marcus just asked me t shutup -.- FINE LUH. nw nicole no mood t blog alr,BLAME MARCUS (x &barry`s horrible singing!stop reciting mary had a little lamb -.-

♥ ,pedicure tmr HEE HEE!

dead blog ,

2008-03-08T21:30:00.001+08:00

OKOKOK -.- post now luh.happy barry?LMAO.

life was ok ....nth happened much.went out with my usual friends ...blahblahblah sian.haha,so boring t update!)x

tday was ultra fun though (x in th mornin,went t joylynn`s [i shant call her joy anymre cuz stupid ppl think im referring t her -.-] hse for breakfast.PRATAS LMAO.thn went vivo t slack,shop&dirty th water.so fun luh.thn play until 6+ pm,nick&joylynn went westmall.t meet joylynn`s mum t have swensens with their other friends.so marc,barry & i went t angmokio t sleep at th playgroud -.-

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,i bought a new RED stockings!!!! (x so happy luh,& i also bought new RED heels t match my clothes! yay! LMAO! haha!

march holidays are gna be so slack luhhhh,going out EVERY SINGLE DAY heehee.must charge my handphone&camera daily alr (x ILHOLS!

♥ ,good luck with being BFFs with her,i mean it (x i am so over you ,

my everything ,

2008-03-02T19:33:00.001+08:00

"its worth waiting for th right guy t come by"

maybe,just maybe.anw,life hasnt been so good t me at all.church tday was ...depressing?-.- joy FINALLY came,lmao.she is th sexist bestfriend i have!(x marc,nick,angela,barry,joy&i went town t celebrate joy`s return LMAO -.-

thn nick&joy left first ...(i also dunno why),left with barry,marc,angela&i.we walked here walked there,ate at subway,fucking gross luh -.- SUBWAY IS NT GOOD FOR HEALTH.they claimed tt you cn lose weight by eating their product,bt face it dudes,YOU CANT LOSE WEIGHT BY EATING! )x sad life,lmao.

just came back luh,cabbed home with marc.emoed at th playground -.- thnks marc for being there!(x thn went home,marc messaged me and said he saw nick&joy hailing a cab...hais.

ok,i think i go emo again -.- bye readers.

maybe i am just a bitch,waiting for th impossible.sometimes i wonder why,of all guys why must i fall in love with you,when youre just a plain jerk -.- like joy said,maybe one day,all th girls will just snap out of their fucking fantasies & realise we dun need guys t survive (x

♥ ,sch tmr.

leap year ,

2008-02-29T17:11:00.000+08:00

today is a special day.today only occurs once every 4 years.today is th day where th magic comes alive,LMAO -.-

- joy photoshopped this for me (x thnks,babe!

going t vivo ltr on t meet nick&joy,with marc.thn we`re going t play in th uber shallow pool -.- HAHAHA,dunno who suggested it.sleepover @ joy`s hse!(x hee hee.last night,joy&i had th "girl talk" ok wdv.i cried luh,so stupid right,& joy was like laughing -.- at her problems &... tht one.i think she`s mad,but nick says must embrace her spirit,th happy-go-lucky girl LMAO.ok,it`s 5plus alr,i guess i`ll go change & meet marc @ clementi. ♥,

see th reason ,

2008-02-28T21:25:00.000+08:00

nth happened much today ..i guess -.- conference with marcus,nick,angela,barry and joy was fun ytd (x "my name is joylynn but you can call me tonight" LMAO LUH. talked until 3 in th morning, lalalaaaaaaaa.&i got a FEW of th pics we took in joy`s hse,cause stupid nick doesnt want t send la -.-

- joy (x th one who nvr fails t cheer me up!

- joy again,trying out angela`s hairclip thang (x

- me -.- can you see th green contacts LMAO -.-

- me with angela`s clip thang (x

study date with joy,angela,nick,marcus tmr!hee hee.

wishing all away ,

2008-02-27T19:55:00.000+08:00

nicole is damn emo again ):

BTW JOY = JOYLYNN -.-
not tht fucking joy in my class,yikes.

idontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknow
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idontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknow
idontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknow
idontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknow
idontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknow
idontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknowidontknow!

srly,nth i can do will make you notice me.nth i can do will make you love me.sometimes,i question myself, if this fault was mine.& the fucking ans is NO.it's not my fault tht youre so cute&hot&talented,neither is it my fault tht im so stupid&ugly&worthless.something joy said was fucking meaningful,it went something like: "girls are made to be wooed, not to woo" ...& i think thts pretty true.maybe one day,i will learn how t let go....

because boy,youre a jerk.

and why cant i get over you,thts a question even i cant answer.i love you,i swear ):

k,enough of emo talk -.- today was a drag luh.went ECP with angela,cause all the guys went jamming & joy had tuition ...so yar.had macs AGAIN lmao,and we screamed our lungs out (x everyone was staring,but we didnt care.its our life,so fuck off luh.hee hee.maybe conferencing with marcus,nick,barry,angela&joy (x ...hopefully.

back & kickin' ,

2008-02-26T18:50:00.000+08:00

nicole`s back t Blogger!(x got super pissed with th Xanga luh, i cant understand th codes -.- ok i know this skin isnt BLACK & RED, its kind of white&red i guess ..O.O

anw, I LOVE IT!♥ got to thank my bestfriends for it (x marcus, nick, barry, angela & i went t joys house today, & we started searching blogskins.com for my "perfect" skin LOL. it was fun, we ordered macs and created havoc in her room luh. SHOULD HAVE TAKEN PIC OF IT! LOL LOL LOL. & th phone conversation between nick & th macs person was fucking hilarious.

macs person: good afternoon, your contact no. pls ?
nick: uh ...999
-thn all of us started laughing-
macs person: -.- ok ...wht would you like to order ?
nick: dont tell youuuuuuuuuuu !
-we laughed even harder-
macs person: .... -nvr talk
marc takes over th phone: uh sry luh, my friend is drunk.
marcs person: its ok, do you still want to order ?
marc: you fuck me first lor.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. damn funny luh!((((((((((((x we laughed for 2hrs, WITHOUT lunch -.- in the end asked joy`s maid t cook maggie mee LOL. thn we studied (REALLY LUH), for 15mins (x a-maths HAHA, super funny luh, joy`s cock calculator! we raped her itunes LOL & we copied down all th nice songs. cus the stupid ipod cannot transfer, gay luh -.-

thn cabbed home w/ nick & marc, cus barry & angela go hanky panky (x LOL jk. & joy went w/ her ....ahem ((((((((x today was fun, hee hee. another "study date" on fri, cant wait ! byebye, oh btw i deleted my Xanga account for good.

XANGA S.U.C.K.S ! -.-
(x

HNY ,(:

2008-01-02T11:26:00.000+08:00

everybody talks bad about somebody else ,never realises how it affects somebody else .you bet it won't be forgotten ,envy is the only thing it could be .

joy ,i think you rock -.- got courage t block him !dun worry ,nick & marc & i will always be here for you .& ytd`s msn is so fun luh .tc .sch`s tmr ppl .): i`m so fucked up .my mum found my super old piggybank .it was below my bed ,wtf ? -.-

oh hi bastard (x hate us for all we care ,cuz we`re just doing whats right for our dear friend .fuck off luh you ugly whore .♥

such a fool ,boy (x

bittersweet tinglings ,

2007-12-05T17:36:00.000+08:00

fine ,blog is dead -.- besides going out t town ,arcade ,bunk ,clementi ,& playing miniclip ,neopets ,runescape ,nothing has been happening t poor nicole ): thnks joy for pei-ing me luhhh .i dun feel like sleeping yet >< & i miss someone so so much...

got t stop thinking about him .joy & i swear nvr t like/love anyone .anymore .cos it hurts ,boys ;just question yourselves .stop being so harsh on girls will ya .were human too . )))))))))): i need major crying luh .

i want t go out with th clique .marc ,nick & joy .joy is forever not free ,busy w/ who-knows-what ,or just plain lazy .stupid girl (x & we havent been catching up much ,just chatting on msn ,& nick is forever on his guit. ,marc is forever on tv ,joy is obviously forever on audition .

i got a blog in lj too ,but its only for close friends only (x wahahaha .angela you asshole ,you said youll re-dye your hair w/ me .WHERE ARE YOU ?!??!?! (x my blown hair is like so fucking boring .I WANT IT RED .thn my head will be black&red .hohoho !thn got t dye bck whn sch reopens -.- FUCK LUH !!!! ):

finally a long post (x be happy ppl ,lol .spams on msn ,though im appearing offline -.- SKYPE ROCKS !!!. haha .confs are the sex .♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ (x love love ,nicole got t sleep nw .fucking tired & fucking heartbroken .new blogskin ,hope you guys like it .though i merely copied and pasted frm blogskins.com ><

nicole wants your love all by herself ,

spell emo ,

2007-09-09T16:04:00.000+08:00

sch hols sucks -.- emo post again .hahas .posting cos of SOME random bitches .(x ~~shant say th names~~ .changed my mind !. (x nick ,marcus & joy .HAHAS .

cute luhs !. I LOVE YOU MARC .HAHAS .

i think i got over you alr .(: today was fun luhs .joy pangseh ._. what study date !. hahas ,went t habourfront there .guess what we did .sth .we kinda you knw .broke th law .WAHHAHAHAH .

thn went t vivo .fucking boring luh .walk walk walk .nth t shop .nth t eat .so we went t long johns ._. stupid .i was dying .anw .thn went t somewhere .ahems .

went hm w marc & nick .both drunk like fuck -.- reached hm arnd 12 plus .liqour is th best thing t die for .i swear ,& i bet on my life .

ok .gtg .BITCHES !. be happy .(x

true love needs no reason t give & care ,
love ,♥ nicole .

ILY ,

2007-08-12T14:02:00.000+08:00

oh baby .didn`t you say forever ?.didn`t you say you`ll be there for me always ?.cos i knw ,whn you`re gone ,th pieces of my heart are missing you .call me a bitch ,call me a slut ,call me a no brainer .but baby .i`ll stick with you forever .cos i knw ,you`re th one for me .& i swear .baby you are my addiction in th sweetest times .i don just say things for fun .& you knw it .& i love you .i really do .& i really meant wht i said .

baby do you rmb 040707 ?.baby do you rmb tht kiss you gave me ?.baby sometimes i don get it .sometimes i just don understand th reason you hold on to HER .whn you knw ,you`ll nvr get a chance .i really want t tell you ,i cld be there for you .i cld be next t you .i cld be th one for you .

so wht if there are many boys jio-ing me ,baby ?.why are you always bringing tt up ?.why cant you trust me ,trust me ,believe tht i wldnt go with them .why arent you placing your faith in me ,my dear boy ?.all tht`s over ,th memories & all .i placed them in my heart ,locked it ,& threw th key away .

BECAUSE BABY .I LOVE YOU .x3

shut up and drive ,

2007-08-05T15:44:00.000+08:00

addicted t rihanna -.- thnks t joy luh !. she wants me t post ,& i knw my blog`s dead. -.- sorry ppl !. hahas .sch`s fucked .everything`s fucked .went t FOP ytd .joy went too ,didn`t see her .): so fun .but was feeling empty w/o joy .hahas .so les .nick was so depressed luh .-.- cos she not there .thn today we found out she was there too !. nvmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm .

ok .wht t say .-.- vivo is boring .orchard is boring .plaza sing is boring .got church ,joy ponning again .rahhhhhhhh .think we going FOP again .(x oh wells .post long enough alr ?.-.- stupid joy !.horny ass .HAHAS .nw she & marcus & nick .talking abt which flavour condom is th best .hais ,too experienced alr .(x

ok luh .bye (x

&&! HELLO AUDREY & NICK ! (X

th powerpuffs of life ,

2007-07-04T13:02:00.000+08:00

stupid bitch .-.- i dont wanna dye my hair bck luh !. fucker .joy ,cheer up !. (: hahas .i wanna faint le .hmwrk so much . ><" new pics uploaded !. friendster .here !. ♥ i love you all .lazy to post le .nic wanna sleep .& hump th wall like marcus !. (x HAHAS .&amp;&&&. i will no longer turn emo because of you .friends we shall be .LOVE ♥ (:

&&&& tag replies ,
joy : lols ,YOU SHIT !. (x
angela : i love you too ,babe !. go fuck her luh .(x
marcus : LOLS .aww ,so swt .hahas !.
barry : -.-! i tell your gf thn you knw !.
BAICHI : bryan ?. O.o thnks ,hahas .why call yrself baichi .
marcus : (again) you & joy thn arh .stupid dickhead . (x
-.- : nick ?. O.o

every nw and thn ,

2007-06-30T13:20:00.000+08:00

nw i hate my blog .-.- i want it red !. -.- hahas .joy say my tagboard weird cause th blog like pink and grey thn my tagboard suddenly so bloody .I LIKE RED !!!!!!!!!!!!. ): joy is pissed with some girl in her class ,cheer up yeah .(: ♥ dont care this kind of ppl .hahas !. sch got alot of hmwrk ,nicole is dying le .bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .MARCUS STOP SPAMMING YOU DICKHEAD .-.- and stupid angela ,whole day whine abt him .REMIND ME LUH !. )))): ciaos .

&&&& tag replies ,
marcus : hahas .you first so wht luh .-.-!
angela : I KNW .hahas !. he ass luh .love you too babe !. (:
nick : yeah !.i saw her pic 1st time laugh le .&. ty . ♥
joy : -.-! aiyoo ,nick got hair meh ?. (x
barry : barbarbar !.(: hahas ,this brown hair girl is replying you .yeah ,nt bloody .tagboard is !. (x

(L♥VE) is a crazy thing ,

kiss your dignity goodbye ,

2007-06-28T12:48:00.000+08:00

& angela ,

& joylynn ,

& me ,

girlfriends make my day ,TOTALLY .(: went crazy hahas .ty angela joy marcus for cheering me up all this while ,audrey too ,bt shes like ,also pissed .so yeah .-.-! sch was ok ,except for th fact my teach. caught my dyed hair .fucking shit .barry kept his GREEN highlights ,bt not caught by his teach. yet !. unfair ><" &&. JOY !.dont be pissed .hahas .chill yeah .LOVES ♥ .

shut up you asshole .so what if youre "famous" and all ?.doesnt give you th right t insult me ,disturb me on msn .fuck off .even though my feelings for you will nvr fade ,

back t where i belong ,

2007-06-27T13:49:00.000+08:00

new skin .NICE RIGHT . (xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
i love it luhs .tagboard &. links .SUPER LAZY T DO .-.-! sch is love ♥ my girlfriends rock my entire ass down .LOVES .(: joy is going hyper in th conv now ,with marcus goin horny .aiyoo .hopeless alr .(x hahas .shall blog more when i get my GOTHIC DRESS .yeah baby !. ♥

scars tt will nvr fade ,

2007-06-24T15:04:00.000+08:00

boy ,what`s done is done .can`t believe i lost everything t you .i thought you really loved me ,i thought you really cared for me .i thought finally ,you are willing t give me a chance to be with you .but you dashed all my hopes ,my dreams .you said you will be with me forever ,but tt promise is broken .you said you loved me ,you lied t me .and worst of all ,you did all this just t gain someone`s attention ,just because you think tt she wld bother .and tt she will regret nt accepting you .hey tt is plain naive .she didn`t even give a fucking damn .you think she has feelings for you ,you`re blind .YOU'RE FUCKING BLIND .you insulted me ,you said things are broke my heart .you caused scars tt will nvr fade .

ty bestfriends for being there for me .i knw wht i tried t do was stupid ,bt i can`t help it .i just hate my life .i hate wht he did t me .sry for making you guys worry .especially marc and joy .thnks for being there for me ,comforting me .doing stupid stunts t cheer me up .(:

I ,NICOLE ,WILL GET OVER YOU .BASTARD ,BITCH ,SLUT ,HOMO ASSHOLE .=.=!

clearer thn crystal balls ,

2007-06-21T11:02:00.000+08:00

i`m so emo .why do guys just love to hurt girls so much .i want t cry ,but all my tears has been shed for you boy .you`re th only one i`ve loved so much ,and you just dumped me and said you weren`t in love with me and what you have done was just for fun .those words cut me deep .you played with me ,played with my feelings .th reason being you are in love with my bestfriend and you went with me just to make her jealous .

th way back t love ,

2007-06-11T03:52:00.000+08:00

damn i`m bored . -.-!
so much happened ,spent most of my time with my church mates .loves .
sadly ,joy drifting away frm us ,
issit cuz of HIM* of cuz of ur audi playing ,babe ?.
let us knw ,bcuz we do care .
and get well soon girl ,
i knw you`re sick ,
God bless ya .

blog skin still nt changed yet .-.-!
lazy t change .blooh .
marcus says blogs are for tweets &. he has been having one since p5 .
you TWEET !.

i`m fking bored ,nth t do .
shld i change blog skin nw ?.
i feel sian-ed .totally .

just read joy`s blog .
knw you`re upset cuz of ur dad ,
but rmb you still have ur friends ok !. (x
we all love you ,hon .
life`s so boring tt i have been taking pics of my rebonded hair . -.-!
i rck big time luhs .

there it is ,i`ll probably photoshop it &. upload t friendster .
see how bored nicole can get when she doesn`t go t australia &. is in t hse all by herself !. -.-!
maybe i shall start watching my korean dramas i just borrowed .
OR CHANGE MY FREAKING BLOG SKIN .-.-
bcuz i am SO irritated by it .

BLOOH .ciaos .

sushi was love baby ,

2007-06-04T10:39:00.000+08:00

I`M BACK FRM JAPAN !. (x
so loved luhs !.

hahas ,
my blog is still so screwed , ._.
reachd spore at 6 am today (x
joy`s dad also just came hm .

thn met nick joy marcus angela &. bryan at macs .
8 am =.=
i was dead tired luhs !.
didn`t eat ,just sit there n talk .hahas .

went church after tt .
STUPID BARRY DYED HIS HAIR GREEN . =.=
mine`s brown .(x
nicer lo !.

after church went vivo .
joy was dragging me to all th shops which sells skirts .
thn she scream scream scream .=.=
super funny luhs .
hahas ,bought a red and black razorback ,(x

wanted t watch pirates of th caribbean again ,
but joy watched it twice &. marcus and nick watched it thrice .=.=
so decided t go home .
cuz SOMEONE wanted t audi ._.

went home ,had conference .
with nick marcus joy angela &. bryan .
joy`s audi music very de SOFT hor .(x
can heard her combo-ing .=.=
the music abit de irritating arhs .

unpacked my luggage .
bought stuff for bff !. (x
(btw ,bff is joy hor .)
don`t wanna tell her wht it is yet .hahas !.
nick &. marcus also you fen .(x
th rest ,sorry !.

i give you japan`s tissue paper bah .(x
ok ,got t go le .
bye ,(x

&&. i`ll put up th tagboard soon ,STOP ASKING ME TO PUT UPP !!. ><"
nicole super irritated le .

a new life ,

2007-05-22T13:19:00.000+08:00

moved t this blog instead ,
got super pissed with t previous one , =.=!

today was super fun luh ,
joy had elearning ,so nick ,marcus ,and i went t her hse to camp ,(x
after sch ,duh !.

thn ,we were in t another rm ,drinking ,hahas !.
joy was playing audi luh ,aiyoo .
&&. nick was staring at her , =.=!

got t change blogskin le ,
so suck luhs .hais ,lost all my links , =.=!
so sian ,hahas .

shall blog mre laater ,& meanwhile ,i`ve uploaded new pics on friendster ,(x
check it out ,&! will change email soon too ,(x

LOVE YA PPL !.