blogging isnt exactly th first thing i wld do if im pissed ,sad or even bored .maybe its time for a change ,maybe its time t let go of all th unhappy memories .nicole apologises if i have ever ever ,insulted you in my blog entries ,& i`m sorry if i have neglected you guys .my life is a total screwed up nw ,my mind is in a mess .

guess i`ll have t wait till kingdom come for my perfect princess ending luh .loner .tht`s who i am & wht i will always be .loser .stuck w me for life & eternity .sry boy for those harsh words ,i didnt mean t hurt you .just tht everything is bottled up inside ,it hurts so badly .you said we arent meant t be ,thn tell me ,why am i still holding on so tightly ?i believe tht there`s a reason for everything ,i believe tht everyone deserves a happy ending .&i believe if we are a couple made in heaven ,fate will bring us tgt again .

♥ ,tears blood lies ,endless baby .
meant t be ,or not meant t be ?
that is a question ive been frequently asking myself every night before i slip into my fantasy world ,together w all my worries & insane thoughts .i dunno why life seems so meaningless to me now ,maybe its due t th fact tt everyone is drifting away from me ,or maybe im just too sensitive & attentn seeking .

goddamnit ,i feel like a bitch .
k now i sound like joy -.- moving t xanga soon ,everyone`s moving .

♥ ,nonsense .bullshit .love ,